I had shut down the blog for a bit. I felt confused -- I still feel confused. I felt as though this blog could be used against me, and -- in fact -- it was. However, I need this outlet. I need to share with people what my life is like.
My life has changed so much in the past few years due to illness and, of course, the dissolving of my marriage. One of the few ways I know to deal is to share. years of therapy have taught me that. If what I write causes problems for people, then so be it. I need this like I need air. So I am changing what I previously said, I am going to use this outlet and share it with whomever chooses to read -- I am back.
