Infidelity stinks. Separation is hard. Divorce makes me feel as though I have been sucker punched.
I don't know how I got to this place. How did I not see this coming? I keep playing the last 17 years of my life over and over like a broken record. I was promised that if ever the love left, I would be told. A new connection was made months ago, and when I questioned it, I was belittled.
I hate life at the moment. I have learned that I must keep myself together for the children even though what I really want to do is curl up and die.
Is religion and faith the answer? My family seems to think so; my family of origin that is, because I no longer have a family that was created through love shared with a mate. That was stripped away with one fell swoop.
I'm sorry rings hollow, because what is really meant is I am sorry I got caught cheating. As I said -- infidelity stinks.
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